Spider Totem.Final creation date: 2024. Alex Rippey
My Witchcraft saved my autistic life.
You've seen me here go through a Shadow Work session right before your eyes.
I am proof this is not a permanent fixture in my life.
And it does not have to be in yours either, if you have autism.
These here 'blog' people are trying to make sense of their lives too.
They just happen to drag anyone down who shines with a bright light along the way.
"You're too bright!
You make the rest of us look bad!
Behave and act like us, the LCD!"
No way man.
My life is way too short to live with their fear mongering.
I had to drop all the beliefs the neurotypical population, the majority, has, and find my own.
I had to remove most of you from my life just to keep my narrative mine,
without your thoughts, beliefs, and likes and dislikes in my head.
All those are yours, not mine.
So I kicked you out of my head and this is the end result of your last attempt to break autism from me.
I had to move to a place removed from people.
I had more time on my hands to Craft and work on me.
I had more mental space without you telling me how my life should be, to be like yours.
I have now reached my peaceful rest.
I have found me and my last few pieces, that I know of,
that were stuck back in trauma caused by dark energy surrounding religious cults,
trying to break me.
I am here to tell you, if you have autism,
you can break free from people trying to make you like them.
I know it's hard because we are being poked at in every bit of our lives.
They are the majority and they try to make their rules our rules.
But that's all it is and their rules don't have to be yours at all.
You can find your path, just don't give up on yourself.
Even if you know others have, keep going.
I know you can do it because I did.
And now my doors to creativity and life are open and my life limitless.
Blessed BE!
©2024 Alex Rippey
You've seen me here go through a Shadow Work session right before your eyes.
I am proof this is not a permanent fixture in my life.
And it does not have to be in yours either, if you have autism.
These here 'blog' people are trying to make sense of their lives too.
They just happen to drag anyone down who shines with a bright light along the way.
"You're too bright!
You make the rest of us look bad!
Behave and act like us, the LCD!"
No way man.
My life is way too short to live with their fear mongering.
I had to drop all the beliefs the neurotypical population, the majority, has, and find my own.
I had to remove most of you from my life just to keep my narrative mine,
without your thoughts, beliefs, and likes and dislikes in my head.
All those are yours, not mine.
So I kicked you out of my head and this is the end result of your last attempt to break autism from me.
I had to move to a place removed from people.
I had more time on my hands to Craft and work on me.
I had more mental space without you telling me how my life should be, to be like yours.
I have now reached my peaceful rest.
I have found me and my last few pieces, that I know of,
that were stuck back in trauma caused by dark energy surrounding religious cults,
trying to break me.
I am here to tell you, if you have autism,
you can break free from people trying to make you like them.
I know it's hard because we are being poked at in every bit of our lives.
They are the majority and they try to make their rules our rules.
But that's all it is and their rules don't have to be yours at all.
You can find your path, just don't give up on yourself.
Even if you know others have, keep going.
I know you can do it because I did.
And now my doors to creativity and life are open and my life limitless.
Blessed BE!
©2024 Alex Rippey
Spider Totem was created completely by hand in 2014.
I finished it's creation in Procreate, today, early while my best friend sleeps.
I designed this 2 years before this blog was created.
These 'blog' people created a speed bump.
See how they flipped me and I readjusted?
I corrected dumb ass's crash into me with their crap.
I healed me, once again, from their toxic chaos.
And I'm flying straight again.
Not their straight, mine, my autistic life set back in homeostasis.
They just made me tougher, as with every single other attack they throw at me.
So the disruption in my creating art in 2016-2022 was not my fault see.
I had to get rid of them, all their world and their rules and their toxic chaos, again.
I never go looking for it, they are always looking for me.
Well, if you put them in front and center, they get a front row seat to your triumphs.
No more hiding from them and wasting all that energy.
Sometimes you just have to let people run with scissors, you know?
Now let's go make some fricken amazing, blow your mind, art on the spectrum.
YES!
I love my life again.
And I love, love, love, you Ta'ni.
You did it baby!
You are not afraid of anything and I'm so proud of you.
Witch out wild woman.
